又錯過了。。。

我覺得我今日又錯過咗一些機會。。。
唔知點解我第一個嘅反應係逃避，逃避過後又後悔。
我怕再唔珍惜就以後都無機會。

點解佢哋唔可以主動D呢？

十年前的今天

還記得十年前嘅今日，係我地最後一次見面。
後悔以前無好好珍惜我哋相處嘅時候 。
討厭 自己對你的回憶越來越目模糊。

How much is it real???

I've know him for years now, but I don't know how much of his words is real.
He is very nice, kind and sweet. Seem like it is too real to be true that a good guy is in love with me. Now day that anything can happen, I worry it is a setup.

What should I do?

I've try not to talk to him but after awhile....I miss him.
We never talk about dating and all but we share a lot of personal thing and we both know that we mean something to each other (not just a normal friend). But due to distance issue, I feel like we aren't able to overcome that block to take our relationship to the next level. the longer we stay in this position the more I think we will stay as friend.

Sometime I worry he will tell me he have crush on other lady.
I'm getting confuse...

Not a good day...

原來佢己經忘記我。。。
有一種難以形容的痛。。。
我嘅眼淚能否取得真正嘅快樂。。。

有無可以話我知，我重要等到幾時？？？

沉重。。。

我的心情好＂重＂。。。唔知點解成曰都好唔開心。
明明知道有的D 開心嘅事要發生，但係又無個一份喜悅。
好像眼見快樂但得不到快樂。

常常處於黑暗之中。。。

今天的我

無諗過我寫嘅嘢會有人睇

今日嘅我比當日想放棄嘅我唔同。
其實放唔放棄根本唔輪到我哋選擇，好多人同事會影響我哋嘅決定。
所以我成日都好矛盾。。。到最後都係無結論。。。

希望它日的我能夠想通一切。。。