Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009


The years of 2009 got to be a years that i don't want to remember but it will be in my mind forever.

2009 included a lifetime of good & bad memories! Begin with the down side, i was literally sick throughout the years from all different parts of my body. I have never gone to the doctor that many time in the same years. I've got into a stupidest car accident at my own fault. I am still stuck in my job. I've wanted to change my job since the second week i was here. And 1 years 4 month later, i am still here (struggling). The first years ever in xmas without present. my whole family got something except me. Not complaining but sure not happy about it! The down side have taking nearly 80% of my memories for 2009. I seriously want to delete all my memories in 2009.

But there are several happy memories i want to keep forever in life. My lovely sister got married and i was the maid of honor (first time). I've got through bachelorette party @ Vegas , bridal shower @ home and less than 8 hrs of sleep in the last 3 days to the big days. Alot of work, not too much fun that day but alot of good memories. I had a out-of-country trip in June, watched a concert, meet up with oversea friend... tons of walking, very tired but also enjoy to be spend sometime relaxing (somehow). Had another short trip in November with family for concert (front row seat). Loves every moment spending with my family. They are always the best...

What's up in 2010?

My brother said he is planning to get marry. Another huge headache, but it should end up being another lifetime-memories for myself. I hope to have another out-of-country trip next years and able to find a new job that's i'm happy with. I also hope my Mr. Right will exist next years (I hope it is him). where is my MR. RIGHT?

Another years past by, all love and hate turn into memories... May there be many good time to come in 2010 & forward.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

sweet...


The dream was very very blurry... But I remember I was with somebody, someone I'm glad to be with. the environment was just as the real life... Everything is very natural. I was very happy to be with that person, but his face was blur out.

I am trying to think hard and see how much I can remember, but not much.
It was a great sweet dream and something that make me happy.

I hope this will make me stay positive (something haven't happen in awhile).

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

OMG...


I knew this is not a good years from the very beginning of 2009, but I can't believe it is not over yet. Things is happening one after another, I just can't wait for this worst years of my life to be over.